新的一年开始

新的一年开始了, 技术部的办公室也调整了,姚工静悄悄的走了,他签的那些名都还在,只是座位空荡荡,仿佛不曾待过一样。随着二楼的人都搬到了4楼,姚工的座位也就要没有了,我昨天去看了一眼,桌子上只剩下一堆他留下来的不需要了的资料和笔记本,忽然有一种人走茶凉的感觉,眼泪止不住往外涌,不想让别人看到我 的样子,所以赶快走出了那个空空的办公室,站在走廊的窗子边整理自己的情绪。姚工跟我们一起工作快14年了,他其实也不是对我特别照顾一些,我跟他也不怎么面对面交流,但知道他走,我还是特别伤心。

后来我仔细想,可能是因为姚工的离开,我突然间明白公司不是家,周围所有人不过都是因为上班才在一起,大家的根本目的不过都是工作而已,因为这一点,打破了我心中的理想状态。

去年6月的时候,我因为想走,但准备走的时候又各种不舍而纠结,为此跟姚工谈了一次,他跟我说,其实外面的公司都是一样的,工程公司不稳定,国企人际关系又复杂。后来,我因为自己 无法面对跟现在的离别以及对未来公司的不确定,而最终留了下来。但是没想到,他自己居然毫无留恋的就走了。

有时候,我们的确无法选择面对什么 。

 

 

 

一条评论

  1. 送你一片大海,让你一帆风顺;送你一个太阳,让你热情奔放;送你一份真诚,祝你开心快乐;送你一份祝福,让你快乐天天!

    Reply
  2. 增大壮阳、丰乳缩阴、泡妞把妹、房中秘术!

    够硬!男人的把柄才能堵住女人的漏洞!

    什么不用干,不用拉下线,坐收九百万!

    网址:

    longya.184.ooo

    增大网,吊炸天!

    Reply
  3. I simply want to say I am new to blogging and definitely enjoyed this web site. More than likely I’m planning to bookmark your blog post . You actually come with perfect well written articles. Thank you for revealing your website page.

    Reply
  4. There are a couple of fascinating points with time on this page but I don’t know if these center to heart. There’s some validity but Let me take hold opinion until I look into it further. Great post , thanks and then we want a lot more! Combined with FeedBurner too

    Reply
  5. I am asking for my mom. She doesn’t always intend to earn money off them, her purpose is to utilize her blog (as soon as popular) and also utilize it as referrals to possibly assist her obtain a news article. She has a title for one called “Answers to Life’s Issues”. Where can she publish blogs and they end up being preferred? She posted it already on WordPress but there are 3 million people uploading blog sites hers obtains lost in the mix. Any kind of ideas?.

    Reply
  6. Hello there! I could have sworn I’ve visited this site before but after going through a few of the articles I realized it’s new to me. Anyhow, I’m definitely happy I found it and I’ll be book-marking it and checking back often.

    Reply
  7. An outstanding share! I have just forwarded this onto a friend who had been doing a little homework on this. And he actually bought me lunch because I discovered it for him… lol. So allow me to reword this…. Thanks for the meal!! But yeah, thanks for spending the time to discuss this topic here on your site.

    Reply
  8. Howdy here, just started to be conscious of your blogging site through Bing and yahoo, and have found that it’s really interesting. I will truly appreciate if you continue on these.

    Reply
  9. Hello here, just started to be conscious of your wordpress bog through Search engines like google, and discovered that it is really informational. I will take pleasure in should you decide continue on this post.

    Reply
  10. I just want to tell you that I am just all new to weblog and honestly enjoyed your website. Very likely I’m planning to bookmark your blog . You absolutely have fabulous well written articles. Kudos for sharing your website page.

    Reply
  11. It can be almost unthinkable to come across well-aware individuals on this theme, yet somehow you seem like you comprehend the things you’re writing about! Thanks

    Reply
  12. It is proper time to construct some preparations for the future. I’ve read this article and if I should, I wish to suggest to you you couple insightful recommendations.

    Reply
  13. Good day here, just became conscious of your writings through Yahoo and bing, and have found that it is very good. I will appreciate in the event you persist such.

    Reply
  14. It’s perfect time to produce some intentions for the longer term. I’ve looked over this blog and if I may just, I wish to propose you number of appealing assistance.

    Reply
  15. Good morning there, just became receptive to your blogging site through yahoo, and discovered that it is genuinely informational. I will appreciate should you carry on such.

    Reply

Leave a Comment.

四十 七 + = 五十 一